tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-126410952011-04-21T11:24:07.389-07:00This is what i think about things around me most of the time all i expose here are 100% true ok?! so if anybody has a problem with that...don't be afraid to ask...promise..i won't bite...Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.comBlogger321100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-74566007480843998712007-02-12T22:24:00.000-08:002007-02-12T22:24:13.277-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: arial;">GE. That's all i knew about IT. the only GE which had a separte lecture and lab. I was dreaming of taking this course since last semester. I finally got it. It was a new thing for me because it's the first class that i have that runs 3 hours straight. It's an advantage for me since i would get used to long hours of lab during my Proper years. (because i'm taking up vet med.) It wasn't easy at first. I would fall asleep in the middle of class (as if i don't do this in every subject hahaha! just kidding!) I was never the "techy" type of person. All i knew was the basics. How to use the mouse the keyboard, play solitaire and net games, do reports using word. But after a few meetings i knew how the computer works, how to understand its language, heck, i even learned that the spreadsheet wasn't just a table! I know i'll learn more of the thing they call a computer. IT may be my favorite subject yet...just cross out the exams and i'll be just fine ^_^<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-7456600748084399871?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-25534484689895800642007-02-10T07:28:00.000-08:002007-02-10T07:27:00.845-08:00It was just this afternoon when i found out he was courting my friend...<br /><br />Of course i was dumbstruck...I didn't know what to do or feel...should i be angry with my friend for keeping their communication secret? or should i get angry with the boy who made me feel light as a cloud but left me floating in mid-air...It's funny though...i began to pity myself after that..."Kung sa bagay...mas maganda siya sakin." How can you spend the next days with someone who broke your heart? at ang masakit pa dun, hindi nya alam na nasaktan nya ako. Feb fair is coming up and my org mates and i decided to build and finish our booth by the end of the day.<br /><br />"Huy jam! nakatulala ka nanaman!"<br />"Ay senxa na...may iniicip lang..."<br /><br />Yeah, i was thinking about something alright! whether i'm going to cry or not...i hate these kind of situations. I'm supposed to be giddy because it's going to be my first ever feb fair in u.p. as the title implies it was definitely wrong timing. I couldn't concentrate on my work, i mean i almost got hit by the kawayan my brod was carrying.<br /><br />I went home teary eyed. I just couldn't forget how my friend broke it down to me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-2553448468989580064?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1169960667488450272007-01-27T20:54:00.000-08:002007-01-27T21:04:27.486-08:00"Mukha ba akong '03!?"<br /><br />DO I REALLY LOOK THAT OLD!?<br /><br />It was another monday and i set off for the biosci building where my nasc 9 class was held. Before i went up the stairs a guy came up to me and asked where the ncas building is.<br /><br />It was the 2nd semester, obviously he was a '06 beta batch. You know, the one's who decided to wait for the second sem to roll in so they can get a slot into the university.<br /><br />I told him it was just across the street. He said, "Salamat ate!"<br /><br />"'06 din ako wag mo akong tawaging ate. " I said with half a smile.<br /><br />"Ah ganun ba? Akala ko senior ka na. Cge ah! Bye!"<br /><br />IT INSTANTLY PISSED ME OFF!!!! I wanted to follow him and box his face but i figured i'll get him next time because i was late for class.<br /><br />MAN!!! '03!? What a way to start the week.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-116996066748845027?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1169959475782947982007-01-27T20:03:00.000-08:002007-01-27T20:44:35.793-08:00I felt that it was a big transistion when i became a freshman...<br />New friends.<br />New BOYS to meet.<br />New Environment.<br /><br />and maybe...<br /><br />A new me...<br /><br />There was definitely change. A BIG one.<br />The first time i slept in my dorm i said to myself, "Freedom at last..."<br /><br />No dad to tell me to fix my room.<br /><br />No mom to tell me to come home early.<br /><br />No pesky sibs.<br /><br />For a teenager, it was heaven.<br /><br />"Leche, college na ako...ang bilis."<br /><br /><br />My first week was great. I met loads of people. i went home later than my dorm's curfew. My room was messier than my room back home.<br /><br />But after that, i started to feel the change. Everyday i went to class with different people. No permanent friends whatsoever. Sometimes i went to class alone. I couldn't see the floor of my room because of the clothes that were scattered everywhere. I started missing my old room. My friends. my mum and dad. heck even my sibs.<br /><br />Soon after i started picking up my things one by one. I fixed my books and put them in their proper places. It took me two whole hours to clean up. Man! It felt good to see the floor again. IT was hard to admit that my dad was right. Though it felt good to make a mess sometimes.<br /><br />Change? Of course there was change...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-116995947578294798?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1146317035147789002006-04-29T06:08:00.000-07:002006-04-29T06:23:55.266-07:00damn...<br />i just couldn't help myself...<br />i just proved that patience do have its limits...<br /><br />WHY CAN'T SHE JUST SHUT UP!?<br /><br />WHY CAN'T SHE TELL THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!?<br /><br />WHY CAN'T SHE UNDERSTAND WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH!?<br /><br />iF SHE IS READING THIS...I REALLY HATE YOURIGHT NOW...BUT I COULDN'T TELL YOU FACE TO FACE...'coz you're like my sister...and i can't tell you to stop...'coz your not that kind of person...crying won't make you stop teasing me or making me remember things i don't want to remember...<br /><br />coz it hurts...<br /><br />so much...<br /><br />and it hurts even more now that it's coming from you...<br /><br />out of all the people i know...you're the one who's doing this to me...<br /><br />i thought that at least you're one of the people who would help me carry on...<br /><br />but dammit i was wrong...<br /><br />and you know what...<br /><br />i don't know what i'm feeling ryt now...i don't wanna get angry but i am...<br /><br />PUNO NA AKO! ETO NA UNG PINAKAMATINDING GINAWA MO SAKIN!<br /><br />ibang klase...<br /><br />wag kang mag alala...<br />khit baliktarin q man ang mundo aq naman ang unang mag so2rry sau eh...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114631703514778900?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1146121646755868412006-04-26T23:59:00.000-07:002006-04-27T00:07:26.766-07:00I feel like there's no end for this summer. Am i getting a little restless? Or is it just the heat? I've been in front of the computer for 3 days in a row...with little sleep...and little intake of food...but i don't see myself getting thinner...darn it...<br /><br />Anyway, I don't go out much and i don't do much stuff during this summer...so my mind's ben a little idle this month, so things just enter my head...especially thoughts of Paolo...<br />You know...the guy who made me wait for sooooo loooong...it's really hard forgetting an experience like him...I wanna see him...and talk to him...but something inside tells me i shouldn't...i know my heart can't take it anymore...but i think i'm still not getting the idea that i should forget him...my heart keeps hoping for the day he would be the one who would make the first move...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114612164675586841?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1145191149974746602006-04-16T05:36:00.000-07:002006-04-16T05:39:09.986-07:00I’ve been searching a long time<br />For someone exactly like you<br />I’ve been travelling all around the world<br />Waiting for you to come through.<br />Someone like you makes it<br />All worth while<br />Someone like you keeps<br />Me satisfied.<br />Someone exactlyLike you.<br />I’ve been travellin’ a hard road<br />Lookin’ for someone exactly like you<br />I’ve been carryin’ my heavy load<br />Waiting for the light to come<br />Shining through.<br />Someone like you makes it<br />All worth while<br />Someone like you keeps<br />Me satisfied.<br />Someone exactly<br />Like you.<br />I’ve been doin’ some soul searching<br />To find out where you’re at<br />I’ve been up and down the highwayIn all kinds of foreign lands<br />Someone like you...<br />I’ve been all around the world<br />Marching to the beat of a differentDrum.<br />But just lately I have<br />Realised<br />The best is yet to come.<br />Someone like you...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114519114997474660?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1144938682239695372006-04-13T07:11:00.000-07:002006-04-13T07:31:22.280-07:00He called me at home in the middle of the afternoon. I thought we were going to have a long conversation so i pulled up a seat next to the phone. Then he suddenly asked me if he could spend the afternoon at my house and if i could teach him some guitar basics. Of course automatically i said yes...<br /><br />Darn emotions...<br /><br />Well anyway, i gave him my address and off he went. I on the other hand took a bath...I don't want to smell funky around him you know, considering it was sooooo hot that aftertoon that it magnifies even the faintest scent. It wasn't long before he found my house. It was nice seeing him again, since it was such a long time since i last saw him. <em>He looked taller than before...</em><br />I asked him to take a seat and then he pulled out a bar of TOBLERONE *my 2nd most favorite chocolate next to hershey's* and gave it to me...<br /><br />Of course <em>kinilig ako...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>it's not everyday that someone gives me chocolates!</em><br /><br />Then i brought out my brother's guitar and taught him a few chords. (hopefully he still remembers!) I couldn't help but think that it's unusual for him to do things like this. He was carefully strumming the guiatr, trying not to make a mistake...<br />I just smiled and patiently taught him the way the song had to be strummed, when to change chords...<br />I had fun, and hopefully so did he. We talked for a while and after that we took pictures of ourselves on his phone and then we used the PC. I let him use it for a while, and then he decided that he'd go home because it was getting late. 7 pm is already late.<br /><br />After he left, i thought the day was over, but no, he called me up then another conversation pulled through, he was telling me he had such a great time that he'd be doing it again soon.<br /><br />Is he pushing me to tell him i like him?<br />I don't think it's not the right time...<br />after all he's still recovering from a heartache...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114493868223969537?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143730687714695542006-03-30T06:17:00.000-08:002006-03-30T06:58:07.823-08:00Also known as Ms. SIGAW or Ms. HOT...<br />a proud member of NEOS...<br /><br />She entered our school when we were in grade 1...<br />we didn't imediately talkd to each other and became close...<br />we had 2 wait for like a couple of years before we created our group...<br />and i'm telling you each and every moment with her is like riding on the roller coaster...<br />you never know when she'd be in a perky or cranky mood..<br />like every other teenager,<br />she gets moodswings...<br />it's like programmed into her system or something...<br /><br />Johanna's everybody's friend...<br />nobody owns her...<br />she's available anytime and anywhere...<br /><br />well..<br /><br />except on days when she's running alittle short on cash...<br /><br /><em>kaladkarin din siya...</em><br /><em></em><br />a future movie maker...<br />hehehehe...<br />who needs the latest computer...<br /><br />my bestfriend...<br /><em>ang aking kakontsaba...</em><br /><br /><em>pagnawala si jo...</em><br /><em>parang kulang...</em><br /><em>parang walang kolor red sa crayon set mo...</em><br /><em>parang kape na walang asukal...</em><br /><em></em><br />it' hard for me knowing that we'll be far away from each other...<br />but i knwo it's inevitable...<br /><br />why the heck am i crying!?<br />she'll always be<em> sigaw</em>...<br />and <em>teddy jo</em> to me...<br /><br /><em>she'll always be my BESTEST BEST FRIEND in theWHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!</em><br /><em></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114373068771469554?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143642657190061162006-03-29T06:20:00.000-08:002006-03-29T06:30:58.176-08:00she owns madrigal ave.<br />She has 365 boys i per day in a year...<br />A really cute teacher as her worker...<br /><br /><em>in her dreams!!!</em><br /><br />She is Ms. June Arrel Madrigal...<br />don't let her name fool you...<br />she's a girl really...<br />well...<br />most of the time...<br />She was just born on the month of june that's all...<br />her name was afetr the month of her birth...<br /><br />A very hardworking person...<br />who deserves the best...<br />but sometimes life is unfair...<br />you get the opposite...<br />but from her smiles...<br />and her very warm aura...<br />you'd think she has everything anyone could ask for...<br /><br />she has a problem ryt now...<br />and i'm worried...<br />i don't know what it is yet...<br />but hopefuly whatever it is...<br />she'll be able to solve it...<br /><br />she loves anything that involves GOTH...<br />dunno what the heck that means...<br />all i know is that people who are GOTH...<br />are pessimists or otherwise sadists..<br />no offense...<br />but from the way i see it she shows a lot of those traits...<br />but less on the pessimistic attititude...<br /><br />she is a fashion diva...<br />along side Lorraine...<br />who is also in my <em>barkada</em>...<br />she lieks everything that gives her a radiant look...<br />an eye catcher...<br />a true friend...<br />the one who'll always be there for you even at times you ignore her...<br />an advice giver...<br />who's advices really work...<br /><br /><em>Ms. Nutri-Star</em>...<br /><br />that is June...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114364265719006116?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143641819659159022006-03-29T06:13:00.000-08:002006-03-29T06:16:59.676-08:00Under this national rain cloud<br />I'm getting soaked to the skin<br /> Trying to find my umbrella<br /> But I don't know where to begin<br />And it's simply irrational weather<br />Can't even hear myself think<br />Constantly bailing out water<br />But still like I'm gonna sink<br />Coz I'm under the weather<br />Just like the world<br />So sorry for being so bold<br />When I turn out the light<br />You're out of sight<br />Although I know that I'm not alone<br />Feels like home<br />You say you feel like a natural person<br />You haven't got nothing to hide<br />So why do you feel imperfection<br />Cut like a sword in your side<br />Coz you're under the weather<br />Just like the world<br />And I need somebody to hold<br />When I turn out the light<br />You're out of sight<br />Although I know that I'm not alone<br />Feels like home<br /><br /><em>Coz I'm under the weather...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114364181965915902?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143641177955911872006-03-29T05:28:00.000-08:002006-03-29T06:06:18.420-08:00After the general rehearsal...<br />i went home with naureen, june and sir erbert...<br />HUWAW!!! from the moment we stepped out from the campus<br />we were laughing like crazy!<br />Sir erbert was walking sit com!<br />You won't believe how many jokes he threw at us!<br /><em>kulang na nga lang tumumba kami eh!</em><br />we arrived at <em>Talipapa...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>this is where the real blog starts....</em><br /><em></em><br />we bought Buchi first (chicken esophagus...not chicken skin nor chicken intestines...like tempura it's covered in flour...fried then eaten...)<br />because of sir erbert's ahem...<em>charm</em>...we each got a free buchi!<br />we laughed and laughed about june's <em>NUTRI-STAR BRAIN </em>and her <em>Kashung-shungan....</em><br />after the comedy and the laughs...<br />we went into serious matters...<br />we talked about the thesis...<br />and how many (AHEM!) mistakes our groups made...<br />about the favorite group...<br />the least favorite group...<br />the most pitied group...<br />and the issues that drove evryone up the wall...<br /><br />then into more serious...<br />and the saddest topics...<br />of how sir erbert will miss us...<br />and his confessions about our batch...<br /><br />it angers me...<br />why do the best teachers always end up teaching you in your last year???<br />why would your best times contain ends?<br /><br />I'll miss sir erbert...<br />and his laugh...<br />which goes something like this...<br />BWAHAHAHAHHAHA!<br />or...<br />HUWAHAHAHHAHHA!<br />hehehhe....<br /><br />yet as the song im listening to says...<br /><em>"Tomorrow will have its way...</em><br /><em>sooner or later...</em><br /><em>our paths will cross again..."</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114364117795591187?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143548597235370592006-03-28T03:58:00.000-08:002006-03-28T04:23:17.290-08:00She has been my neighbor, my classmate, my Ate and one of my bestfriends...<br />Her name is Naureen Grace L. Mutas...<br />sometimes teased as <em>MUTA</em>...<br />she's not the biggest girl on the block...<br />but she qualifies...<br />hehehehe...<br /><br />She was the first one in our group who had the colored cp...<br />the first one i heard that learned to drive a car...<br />but she doesn't have a license yet...<br /><em>Pasaway noh?</em><br />A woman with flaws...but she's not afraid to admit she has them...<br />she laughs most of her problems away...or eats them away for that matter...<br />she's always with me during our <em>Kalog </em>or <em>Sabog moments</em>...<br />she's crazy over LOVE and anything about that topic...<br /><br />She's the oldest BTW...<br />17 and still in highschool...<br />she's not dumb or anything! (hehehe joke!)<br />she had kinder 2 times...<br /><br />Her boys? (<em>meron ba siyang mga ganun?)</em><br />well...for the record let's just say that ONE out of hundreds of whom she had crush on had a crush on her too...<br />but..<br />unfortunately...<br />it didn't work out the way the guy wnated to...<br />but it was an experience for them both and for especially for naureen...<br /><br />at present she's enjoying having crushes on different guys...<br />again...<br />it's like her hoby or something...<br />it might even be considered as a career...<br /><br />but no boy...may ever come between the friendship i had with her...<br />it may not have the best moments...<br />it may contain the worst times...<br />but i'm glad i spent them all with her...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114354859723537059?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143546990428165472006-03-28T03:32:00.000-08:002006-03-28T03:56:30.453-08:00Starting tonight i will write something about the people who made my highschool life a lot easier to manage...<br /><br />let's start with this young lady here...<br /><br />Her name is Martina Stephanie B. Encarnacion<br /><br />i first talked to her outside the corridors of the 3rd floor just in front on our room...<br />She was with phae yet at that time i didn't have the faintest idea who they were...<br />still i talked to them...and asked them to come in...<br />she had this smile back then that didn't blind you (because as you know at present she's wearing braces...)<br />and somehow it made you smile back...<br />Let's fast forward to the time she became an official member of BSP (fyi: BSP stands for Bulaklak Sa Pader...why you ask? that's another blog!)<br />When you see her step inside the classroom you really gotta be careful! <em>Pakikiramdaman mo muna cya...</em>if she's smiling, then it's ok to approach her...you're assured that she won't bite you...(I'm telling you...when she tells you she'll bite you...she means it...)<br />but if her face shows that she woke up on the wrong side of the bed...or she didn't get much sleep at all...out with the SPEARS!!! TORCHES!!! and PITCH FORKS!!! KILL THE BEAST!!!<br />she's cranky...and when she's cranky she can do CRAZy things...to you and the people around you...better stop her before she hurts you or herself!<br /><br />I'm getting a little mean...<br />hehehehe...<br />on the other side...<br />She's...to put it simply...the most wonderful person i have ever met...<br />she has a heart that is as big as her (no offense!)<br />a walking poet...<br />a woman with a heart of a child...<br />the greatest friend...<br />heck she's everything in one...<br /><br />i'll miss her...<br />soooooo much...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114354699042816547?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1143541589462541202006-03-28T02:03:00.000-08:002006-03-28T02:26:29.770-08:00it's not that i should be sad or anything...<br />i'm supposed to be happy...<br />that i'm finally graduating from highschool...<br /><br />I won't be puuting up with clearances anymore...<br />or projects which are due in one week...<br /><br />I won't fall asleep in math..physics or ap anymore...<br /><br />No more trips to the Restroom in the middle of classes where we'll spend the rest of the period in...<br /><br />No more walks home with friends through the long winding road of TC&W...<br /><br />No more rainy afternoons just chillin' out with my friend's house...<br /><br />There'll be no days hanging out at steph's house after exams...<br />which i'll miss the most...<br /><br />i won't be seeing my teacher's that much anymore...<br />No more chats with them during lunchbreaks...<br /><br />I won't be seeing much of my...ahem...crushes in the highschool building...though they are a little younger than me...<br /><br />The canteen won't be occupied by our batch anymore during lunchbreaks...<br /><br />the lobby will be empty and is ready to be occupied by the next batch of seniors...<br /><br />come to think of it...<br />I'm going to miss a lot of highschool won't I?<br /><br />I'm feeling a lot sadder than before...<br />i know that we can't avoid graduating...<br /><br />we can leave the school...it's easy...<br />but we can't leave the memories our batch had made...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114354158946254120?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1142094756297619372006-03-11T08:07:00.000-08:002006-03-11T08:32:36.863-08:00My last posting was dated 2005..<br />it's been a year since i last opened up my blog...<br /><br />so many things happened already...<br />i didn't even got hold of the moments i want to cherish most...<br />even the person i want share them with...<br />if you have already read my previous postings...you'll find out what i'm really talking about..<br />but since i'm a good person...i'll break it down for you...<br />this guy...was a classmate of mine since prep...i fell in love with him instantly...<br />though i didn't know it was LOVE already...<br />time flew and eventually i had the courage to tell him what i felt...<br />i thought he felt the same way...but i was wrong....<br />dead wrong...<br /><br />he kept his distance from me...only talking to me if and only if necessary like group projects etc.<br />he courted some girls younger than us...<br />and he always got turned down...<br />on my part (ironically) i felt sad for him...<br />because he really takes it all at once and sometimes he isolates himself...<br />from his friends...family...and from me...<br /><br />I am writing this becase i'm entering a new world...<br />i'm going to college..<br />and i want to finish all of this in the span of less than a month...<br />but questions pops into my head...<br />"How DO you let go of someone whom you ddn't have at the start?"<br /><br />"How could you turn away from memories of which you're the only one to remember them?"<br /><br />"How could you forget a smile...that was never meant for you to see..."<br /><br />"How can you say..."i've waited for you..." if you're the only who'll listen?"<br /><br />"How can you look deep into his eyes...and try not to cry....?"<br /><br />if there are answers to these questions...<br />i'd like to know them...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-114209475629761937?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1118632838496063512005-06-12T23:30:00.000-07:002005-06-12T20:20:38.500-07:00My friend gave me this locket...<br />i dunno why the heck he chose to give me this kind of trinket...<br />i stared at it the first time i held it.<br />"Sino naman ang lalagay ko dito?" was my first reaction...<br />"Bahala ka...pero may feeling ako na SIYA ang ilalagay mo dyan..."<br />SIYA...meaning the one really wanted to forget....<br />but...<br />i'm scared to put his picture in it...<br />there's a possibility that my friends will see his pic and react as if i did something very wrong...<br />still..<br />i'm confused...<br />stupid kasi...<br />why am i giving attention to this friggin' locket....<br />yet...<br />it won't hurt anyone if i put his picture in it ryt?<br />RIGHT!?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111863283849606351?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1118205439626149132005-06-07T12:30:00.000-07:002005-06-07T21:37:19.630-07:00I just arrived home from school...<br />i know it's not yet the friday...we just went there to take a look at the list of the sections...<br />almsot all of my friends were my classmates....<br />but how come...<br />the most important people you wanna be with suddenly ends up in the other room...<br />on the other side of the tracks...<br />yeah i know...i'm a little bit selfish...<br />but....<br />who am i going to talk to about things that are fun to talk about? like boys....<br />i know it won't be the same...<br />and i have to give space for change....<br />i gotta stop fighting the inevitable...<br />but it really sucks....<br />and i hate it...<br />there'll be no more "pssst!"'s in the middle of classes....<br />no one will laugh at the same things you think that's funny...<br />our class may seem complete for some of my classmates...<br />but not for me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111820543962614913?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1118060121104614422005-06-06T20:15:00.000-07:002005-06-06T05:15:21.106-07:00I just got off the phone with one of my frends....<br />before our conversation ended we were talking about this guy that really liked her....<br />the guy was also a close frend of mine...<br />i knew almost everything to know about this guy...<br />i even know what his dreams were...<br />you know...<br />having a family and designing this big house...<br />everything he wanted needs to be perfect...<br />i asked this guy once that what if what he wanted just didn't come out as expected...<br />like what if you wanted a red gumball but a blue one came out...<br />or you wanted a son as a first-born...but ended up getting a daughter...<br />and what if the girl you really wanted to be with for the rest of your life suddenly fell for another man...<br />wouldn't it just make you feel shattered?<br />but my guy friend didn't even say a word...<br />add the fact that he got angry at me for saying such things...<br />he said,"What did i ever do to you..."<br />I was just trying to make him see that even though you're planning so hard for your future...<br />there are such times that would steer you off course and maybe leave your dreams crumpled on the floor...<br />these kind of things are bound to happen...<br />you can't escape the inevitable...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111806012110461442?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117971953790612722005-06-05T07:46:00.000-07:002005-06-05T04:45:53.793-07:00Nakakainiz talaga...<br />i remember his pathetic looking face everywhere i turn...<br />in every song i hear on the radio...<br />in every story i write...<br />leche...<br />i really hate him right now...<br />it's driving me up the wall...<br />i just wish something would hit my head and erase the only part of my brain that contains every memory 'bout him...<br />i really have to get this off of my head...<br />and most especially...<br />my heart...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111797195379061272?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117883772196724542005-06-04T18:53:00.000-07:002005-06-04T04:16:12.200-07:00here it goes...<br />I went to Alabang town center to watch a friend and his band perform along with many other amatuer bands....some were good and had potential of getting their own album...<br />but some i think they were just there to flash their brand new guitars, sway their supah long hairs that were tied back...but they weren't really good singers nor song writers...<br />The concert had more up its sleeve than untalented bands...supah cute guys were flooding the activity center!!! I couldn't keep count...all of them were from La salle!!! by the time i started gwaping at the "hunkies" i forgot what i was there for...<br />let's go back to my frend's band, they were pretty good actually considering the fact that the lead singer Andrew (the friend i was telling you about) was about 16 almost as my age.<br />I enjoyed the concert especially when MAYONNAISE performed after 2 gruelling hours! i sang along and got to sit beside the lead singer of the band!!! hay...<br />if only i had enogh guts to ask for an autograph....<br />the concert was great...<br />but it wud be much more fun if i didn't have to watch alone ryt?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111788377219672454?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117861300231866682005-06-03T21:54:00.000-07:002005-06-03T22:01:40.233-07:00wow...<br />it's been a long time since i last posted something! i've been so caught up on updating my blog template that forgot all about what i was designing it for...<br />hahaha...<br />well...anyway...<br />there's not much goin' on 'round my house...<br />oh yeah!<br />I FINISHED THE DRAWING! you know, the family portrait for mah dear "frends who really wanna be lovers but can't!" get it?!<br />if you don't maybe i'm just really tired 'bout all this updating drawing and writing at the same time!hay.....<br /><br />what to talk about....<br />hmmm....<br />wonder what everyone's doin'<br />obviously i know steph's doin' something she just never runs out of what to do...<br />....perky...<br />hmmm...<br />'bout jo...she just signed of a while ago in ym....<br />jade too...<br />I REALLY WANNA GO OUT BUT I HAVE NO PLACE TO GO! I"M STUCK AT HOME DOIN' CHORES!<br />(sigh!)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111786130023186668?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117682293315290682005-06-02T23:25:00.000-07:002005-06-01T20:18:13.316-07:008 days...<br />8 days until i hit the books again...<br />8 days until i raise my hand once again to recite...<br />8 days until i see his face again...<br />somehow there's something that doesn't want me to go back to school...<br />i'm afaraid to tell you the truth...<br />afraid that it's another year of rejection from him...<br />god...<br />if this keeps up...<br />it'll be 11 years...<br />11 years of waiting...<br />and unnoticed good deeds...<br />i'm sick of it all...<br />but i guess it's inevitable...<br />even if i scream like a foghorn...<br />or drown myself...<br />i know june 10 will still come...<br />it sucks...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111768229331529068?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117429005208634472005-05-29T21:41:00.000-07:002005-05-29T21:56:45.213-07:00Is there anything good to do around here?!<br />I mean besides cleaning the house and fixing things that needs to be fixed...<br />my summer started out alright but...<br />while waiting for the first day of school to come...<br />i ran out of ideas on hat to do for the rest of my summer vacation...<br />i guess i'm stuck on writing my blog...<br />...(sigh!)...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111742900520863447?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117259562738993202005-05-27T22:33:00.000-07:002005-05-27T22:52:42.740-07:00Wow...<br />it's good to be back...<br />the beach was good but nothing beats sleeping on your own bed...<br />We got there by lunch time and boy was it hot!<br />Grabe...<br />i didn't go swimming just yet when we arrived...<br />i just laid there on the shore until the tide went low...<br />even if it was hot...<br />i still enjoyed lying there under the shade of a palm tree and listening to what was like the whispers of the sea...<br />When the sun set beautifully on the horizon...<br />i sang a couple...ok...maybe 20 songs on the karaoke...<br />and then ate dinner, after that i collapsed on the bed and went to sleep...<br />in the middle of the night (as told by my sister...)<br />She said she heard someone was humming in a very cold and high pitched voice...<br />my dad said he heard it too...<br />Whoa...<br />Did i sleep like a log or what..<br />everybody heard it except for me...<br />That could really make the hairs on your back stand up...<br />at first i didn't belive it...<br />but somehow...<br />i can recall hearing sand crunching footsteps outside of our "Kubo"<br />I guess i kinda felt that <em>someone </em>was there from the beginning...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111725956273899320?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1117019055416165082005-05-25T19:08:00.000-07:002005-05-25T05:09:42.546-07:00<span style="color:#33ffff;">We're goin' to the beach early tomorrow morning!<br />YEHEY!<br />but i'm not goin' swimmin'<br />i don't want to get "Too Tanned"...<br />you get what i mean?!<br />I guess i'll spend my time there just staring at the sun set in afternoon...<br />or cooking freshly caught fish by the bonfire by the coast...<br />the only down side is...<br />THERE'S NO ELECTRICITY!<br />we're going to sleep in these tents that we rented before we made our reservations...<br />but i guess...<br />it'll give me time for "soul searching"<br />...<br />HA! AS IF I NEED MORE TIME TO GET BORED!<br />anyway...<br />i do hope i'll enjoy my stay there...<br />i need a break from all the chores and "Work" people give me...<br />and a break from myself to!<br />OK GUYS! SEE YOU AFTER A COUPLE OF DAYS! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111701905541616508?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1116944409160336932005-05-24T07:08:00.000-07:002005-05-24T07:20:09.166-07:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">I don't want the rain to go away really...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">I just want it to stay...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">especially when I'm alone...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">to some people it may seem wierd...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">but rain actually helps me soothe whatever i have...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">I like it when the droplets of rain skid down the windows of my bedroom... </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">and as they chase each other...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">it makes me remember things at random...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">like the day i first met the one i thought i loved...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">hahaha...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">here i go again...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">But seriously...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">if given a chance...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">i wish i have the power to make it rain whenever i want to...</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">or wherevere i want it to rain...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111694440916033693?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1116806462065342232005-05-22T16:44:00.000-07:002005-05-24T07:22:42.810-07:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">LAst night i was tossing and turning on top my bed...<br />I keep waking up every 10 or fifteen minutes since i decided to go to bed...<br />And i have this headache that stayed until morning...<br />Something made me jump out of bed at 3 o'clock in the morning just to get a glass of water...<br />I stayed at the kitchen as i stared at the clock that kept on ticking...<br />I couldn't get back to sleep at that time because my headache was getting worse...<br />and add the fact that it was so hot!<br />as i decided to try to go sleep again...I did the same thing...<br />i was restless...<br />and then suddenly HE came to mind...<br />and all the things i was supposed to do just to get him out of my head...<br />I couldn't remeber much after that...<br />but i do know that i just cried myself to sleep...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111680646206534223?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1116773075906042082005-05-22T07:20:00.000-07:002005-05-22T07:44:35.916-07:00Mixed feelings...<br />Still in the middle of making a decision on whether to hold on to the past...<br />or face what was supposed to be in store for me...<br />"Ang Hirap..."<br />Un lang masasabi ko...<br />It was never easy to love that kind of person...<br />nor is it easy to forget someone whom you never called mine for even half a second...<br /><br />I don't know if i'm crazy...<br />'coz i try to smile when i feel like dying...<br />I tell everybody I'm ok when i'm not...<br />I put on a mask when you're near me...<br />Just to stay by yourside, i have to forget that i have a life of my own...<br />I forgot how i fell for you...<br />or How i love you this much that i put aside what's best for me and think about what you might need...<br />You tend to always push me away or put me aside into a condemned corner...<br />Yet I still run after you, even though it's clear to me that you don't want me to stay even a meter away from you...<br />I still try to understand you...up to this very moment...<br />Stupidity...<br />...hahaha...<br /><br />I know many people hate you...<br />...<br />I never did...<br />I accepted the young man you grew up into...<br />even if you didn't even bother to take notice of me...<br />Lately...<br />I've been thinking...<br />I used to say...<br />"I still Love you..."<br />Now i'm trying to push through my lips...<br />"I used to love you..."<br />Since It was your birthday recently...<br />This is my gift to you...<br />"I'm giving up on you...Thank you very much for the very limited things you've done for me..."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111677307590604208?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1116597000416728932005-05-20T05:52:00.000-07:002005-05-20T06:50:00.426-07:00"...He was warm, he came around and he was dignified...he showed me how it was to cry..."<br /><br />It's confirmed...somehow i knew who that guy was...<br />At first he seemed so perfect...well...<br />for me he was...<br />Eventually i got to know him...<br />He became one of my closest friends...and I before i knew it i fell for him...<br /><br />Something told me he wasn't the type of guy who would tell you what he really feels...<br />In our local color...He was called a "Torpe" kind of guy...<br />I can't explain it coz it all happened so fast and i kinda ended up waiting for him...<br />you know just to find out what he really felt for me...<br />i know the reason is kind of lame...but can u blame me?<br />...wait...i guess you can...<br />but it doesn't matter...<br />a year passed...2 years...then 3...and before i could say "Where'd the calendar go?"<br />All my waiting reached a decade...<br /><br />I didn't notice it or even payed attention to the fact that he changed...<br />he was arrogant...hot-headed...he got so full of himself...that almost evrybody hated him...<br />well...except for me...'coz i didn't care who he was or who he grew up to be...<br />I continued and based everything i do solely on what i really felt for him...<br /><br />My friends told me that what he was doing to me wasn't ryt anymore...<br />"It's ok to wait but only if he treats you right..." one of my close friends said in a phone conversation...<br />she's right...and it took me just only 30 mins. to realize a full decade of my mistake...<br />he was treating me like i was some kind of stray dog...and i was aware of that..but i just smiled...at the mere fact that i was playing dumb...<br /><br />Right now...I'm torn between the ideas of forgetting about him or continuing what i alredy started and hope that eventually he'll look my way somehow...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111659700041672893?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1116473362690140762005-05-18T20:18:00.000-07:002005-05-18T20:29:22.693-07:00Here's how it started...i left the house before 2 pm in the afternoon...my friends...(Namely Steph and NAu...) decided to go on a joy ride papunta sa Robinsons...ng walang dalang pera!!!!! eh ako naman si sakay...i was about to jump out the friggin' jeep when they told me na ok lang daw and "trip trip lang naman daw" gawd...eh di d na ako nagpapapigil...i had fun naman eh..kaso pag uwi ko sa bahay...my dad found out what i did and i was sentenced to a life time of chores...kya sa susunod magpapalam na tlga na me and d na ako magpapauto sa mga trip na mga sinsabi ng mga kasama ko...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111647336269014076?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12641095.post-1115258417049180342005-05-04T18:48:00.000-07:002005-05-04T19:00:17.056-07:00Wow...<br />so this blog huh?<br /><br />Never heard of an online journal before...but anyway...my friends say it's fun...<br /><br />Let's see what shud i post...<br />Oh yeah! Anybody know the song "My Stupid Mouth" by John mayer!?<br />I kinda like this song coz i can totally relate to it... I'm a person who never knows best...<br />meaning i just talk without even thinking... and not minding if somebody involved in what i was talking about is around or not...<br />Well anyway... i'm going to make this short coz i have things to do...for example burning cd's...<br />see you guys! sorry i'm a little gloomy today! but don't worry i won't be next time!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/12641095-111525841704918034?l=comeonandgetme.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08161478847670699205noreply@blogger.com0